Last night's study session was absolutely terrible.
I felt so out of place. Like I didn't belong.
I was embarrassed, that I was trying so hard to fit in. Then I felt unwanted and uncomfortable, like I was invisible, like nobody knew I existed. I hated feeling this way. Every minute I was studying there, I wanted to leave so badly. I scolded myself mentally for even coming in the first place, for putting myself through this. But I guess immersing myself into work did help take my mind off of things a little.
When dawn came, I was so excited to leave.
The only comfort, was that I made a new friend.
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