Happiness,

These few weeks have been wonderful to me.

I've been hanging out a lot with the most wonderful people and you've no idea how amazingly happy they make me feel.

It has been quite a while since I felt like that. Since secondary 3, happiness has never seem to be on my side. But now, it feels like I don't have a care in the world and I feel great!

I'm guessing it's partially because I've stopped keeping in contact with my secondary schoolmates, and have only been hanging out with church friends constantly! I hate to admit it but my upper secondary school life was utterly miserable, and I've always felt like nobody was ever genuine and true to me as a friend. So I hated school, a lot. That's part of the reason why I kept skipping school in secondary 4. I just didn't want to have to see any of their faces.

Thinking back now, I can barely remember anything from my secondary school life. It's like it didn't even exist. And the only reminder that it was real, were class photos. Even then, it doesn't even feel like me in the picture. I felt so phony, like I was someone else other than me.

Unhappiness aside, my holidays have been awesome spending it with the people I love! Well, some of them are in JC so I only hung out with the poly kids hahahahahahah XD Poly kids ftw yo. (Y)

Been going out with Jes/Kenneth/Bryan/Rach a whole lot just doing stupid and random things! I'm too lazy to blog about everything since none of the pictures are with me because Kenneth is always the one bringing his camera! Which saves me a lot of trouble to be honest :-)

Things we've done together:
- Chilling out at NEX the entire day.
- Lepaking at Laselle and pretending like we're arts students.
- Going to the zoo and feeding giraffes.
- Bowling.
- Meeting up randomly for dinner.
- Eating ice-cream in the middle of West Coast Plaza.
- Going for supper at The Cheese Prata shop after CG.
- Gymming but failing miserable at Bryan's condo.
- Playing Kinect!
- Feasting at Lau Pa Sat.
- Walking along Clarke Quay and wondering what it's like to go clubbing.
- Prawning at Bishan!!!!
- Studying for our driver's basic theory test.

Things we're doing in the near future:
- Going picnic at Botanic Gardens!
- Bangkok trip to shop for clothes!!!!!!!! (suck on this JC bitches!!)
- More random and impromptu stuff.

I never knew life could be this happy and worry-free! I just wish that it can stay like that just for a little longer. This is the happiest I've been in weeks! Thank you guys :')

Well, needless to say, the poly school term is starting really soon (in about a month's time) Okay maybe not soon to some but freaking soon to me. I'm enjoying life too much to want it to be cut short by school :/

I'm kind of dreading school actually. I'm dreading meeting new people that I've to aquaint myself with for the next three years D: Maybe I'm just afraid. Afraid that the people I'd meet there would be like the people I've met in my secondary school.

WHY CAN'T ALL MY CHURCH FRIENDS BE MY SCHOOL FRIENDS?!?!?!?!?!?

Life would be so much better.

xoxo,
NIC.