fatigue,

There has to be more to this life than just studying and getting good grades and impressing people and trying not to stick out like a sore thumb.

It's 2.18am. And I'm sitting here, listening to the strumming of guitar and singing of worship songs / ancient chinese songs whilst attempting to study for my paper which is in approximately 12 hours time. Of staring at the deck of monopoly deal cards and resisting the urge to just collapse of mental exhaustion and wondering how these friends of mine have the stamina to study for a whole day and still not feel tired.

Intelligence judged by examinations isn't much of a life at all.