Today, I've let my emotions get the better of me once again. It's days like these when I forget to hold my tongue and just blurt out whatever I feel. It's days like these when I let my words create a drift between people and I again. It's time like these when I wish I could take back what I said.
I keep forgetting how much impact my words have on people, and I end up saying things that I don't mean in a fit of anger. But then again, it sucks when people misread my intention and merely skim the surface of things that I've said. I feel like so many a times, I'm being misunderstood and I've become the bad person simply for being brutally honest.
Anyway, today was a tough day at work being a volunteer for Chingay 2012, nevertheless, Jesus was by my side the whole time and I actually found myself enjoying the tired-ness of it all. At times like these when things are difficult, letting Jesus be in the midst of my situation really helps to turn things around! Even though I really wish I'm getting paid to do all these shit, sometimes it's just nice to be the background people for once and see the amount of effort being put in for events like these :)
I'm actually really looking forward to participate in more of such events... :P
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