Yesterday, I felt really horrible.
I had so many internal struggles, so many things I was upset with, yet I couldn't convey them out. Because I know nobody in school would understand, nobody in school would listen to me without ever making fun of me.
However, I met up with this group of awesome people today, I told them about some of the struggles I've been going through this week. And they just sat there and listened to me ever so patiently. It took me great strength to hold back my tears.
But what I've told them, is barely half of what I'm going through. I have so many feelings within me, and I don't know how to express them.
These group of people, we were able to be very vulnerable to each other and just let all of us know how we felt, and the different challenges that we're all going through.
It really took me by surprise, because I never knew that there were other people going through the same thing I'm going through. It really makes me feel less... alone. Knowing that we are all walking this path, and that we are all in this together, really sparked something within me.
All along I thought I was the only one who had so many struggles in my life. But today, I realised that even those who seem constantly cheerful have their own share of problems of worry about.
I guess, we're all human afterall.
Hey A.pple, I know that this has been a really dark and trying week for most of us. But I just want to remind all of you that we'll always have each other by our side. Every single one of us, we've our fair share of problems. So know that you're not alone, you're never alone. Even if the whole world goes against you, know that you still have Jesus by your side. If you ever need to talk to anyone of us about problems you're going through, just give us a call. Each and everyone of us is just 8 digits away. We're a family, and we really need to support each other through these few months while we are still together.
Luv you guys loads, xoxo.
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