The future's unwritten, unseen, unheard of,

From Monday to Wednesday, the entire secondary 4 express have been attending the Adam Khoo's 'I am gifted, so are you' workshop.

I find it really good because it boosts our self-esteem and all those nonsense, plus they teach us ways of studying more efficiently.

I mean, that all sounds good right?

But it's only the second day after the workshop has ended, and I'm feeling all the motivational hype draining away from me already. Is this normal? Or am I deemed hopeless already?

During the workshop, I felt so pumped up and everything, like I wanted to study hard to get into Ngee Ann Tourism course, followed by a few more years in UNLV before I come out into the working world.

But now?

Sigh I don't know.

Sometimes it even feels so hard for me to be able to visualise myself graduating at all.

I'm so fucking scared.

I should stop wasting my time now, and go make notes instead.

xoxo,
Nic.