You know how people always say that there's this heart-wrenching feeling?
I wonder if what I feel is what people call it.
I mean, I don't know. I've been pretty confused lately.
It's this feeling where I feel like my heart dropped and there's just an empty space there. Also, there seems to be a throbbing feeling in that empty space, and it just hurts. Like I can't breathe.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way. It sucks so bad :(
Only Becs knows how I feel I guess.
And I don't know if it's true, but I've heard people say that in everybody's lives, there'll always be this one person they'll never be able to get over no matter what.
Becs, remember who I told you it was?
Yes, the feeling sucks to the maximum core. I don't want to talk to him, but I want to talk to him. I hate him, but I miss him.
Honestly, I feel so stupid feeling this way.
Especially when I was so sure that I liked BeanieGuy.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((
Why do I feel like this all of a sudden. Why why why.
I closed myself off from you because I was tired of hurting.
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