I've never been great at expressing myself, either through actions or through words. Because I guess somewhere along the way, I've stop believing that people actually do care. Sometimes when I'm truly upset, it seems that nobody gives a shit about me, so I guess that's why..
Oh and also, I think I've a problem with the way I express myself. People always tend to get the wrong impression. Am I such a confused person?
Ah heck, what's the point of saying all these anymore. It doesn't even matter.
And lately, I've taken a special liking to Zanessa! (Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens)
They're absolutely adorable together! Plus Vanessa is so prettayeeee :D
And to this person from school:
I really hate you a lot. But I don't know how to tell you that. Your words are absolutely hurting, and it only seems that you feel better when you make others feel worse. Those things that you've said to me, it might not matter much to you, but have you ever thought about my feelings?
I know you're a self-centered jerk who is used to getting your way in everything you want. I'm so sorry that the 'friends' you have are actually just your cronies, following you and appeasing you in everything you do.
So many times, I just wanna slap you in the face when you say something hurtful to me. Do you think that it's really okay for you to call me stupid, call me hopeless? Just because I don't say anything about it, doesn't mean I'm okay with it.
I know I may not be the smartest person. But please, look at your own academic results before insulting mine. You're not much better off than me. And stop accusing me of 'copying you'. That's just plain bullshit.
I bought an iTouch, oh I copied you.
I used the free cover that came with it, oh I copied you.
GOSH, LOOK AT YOURSELF. Are you seriously that dense? In that case, aren't you copying a million other people as well? Do seriously think you're so much better than me that I've to copy you?
I've always pretended that I'm okay with you. I smile at your failed attempts to crack a funny joke. I say hi when you say hi. I even bothered replying your texts and your calls.
But not anymore.
You've really pushed the limit.
Someday, the people around you are gonna notice what a jerk you are as well. And when that happens, I hope you enjoy life alone.
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